Despite all the years that some of us have been talking and thinking about the quantum leap into the Fifth Dimension that humanity would be making at some point, I think the reality of it has never been able to fully register in us. Until perhaps now.
I have always been aware that there would be some hard inner work we’d all have to do, a great purification of all 3D patterns we’d have to endure, losses we’d have to experience, and a period of great unknowing we’d probably need to live through.
And I’ve always expected a great deal of chaos both in the world and within many of us in making the monumental leap in consciousness. And yet, now that these times of unprecedented challenges seem to finally be here, even I am taken somewhat aback.
So many people seem to be dealing with a huge loss of some kind, such as their livelihood, their home, an important relationship or something else that has helped them to feel safe, loved and valued.
Others are having to deal with unresolved traumas from the past, or grave misunderstandings with someone. Some people are in doubt and great confusion about a spiritual path or teacher they’ve had for a long time. And many seem to be caught in fear and a sense of pessimism about where life is taking all of us.
In the video below, I address these common challenges people seem to be facing in making this monumental dimensional shift and offer ways in which to deal with the natural emotions of fear, confusion, depression, anxiety and despair that are arising. If you are someone experiencing any of these emotions, I hope this will be helpful.
I also wish to say that, despite all the turmoil occurring in the world and within individuals, I retain a profound optimism and certainty that we are indeed still very much on the timeline into the Fifth Dimension. It just may not look or feel like it at this point. We need to remember — it can be darkest just before dawn.
Great post!! I love the river story as I watched the river below from my penthouse apartment. Every day reminds me to let go and let BE.
Very helpful, thank you, Vidya! The suggestions on being with our inner child and simply listening to the little one and allowing her or him to express their feelings really resonated. This is a process I remind myself to do frequently and I’m always better for it. Conversely, when I forget to do it, I notice the disgruntlement and anxiety creeping back in. Great video overall, highly recommended.
Dear Vidya, I listened to your podcast this morning and have to say it all fits pretty well. How are you doing? I am grateful that you are naming it all and yes for me there is a flatness, a sort of deep isolation and meaninglessness and a sense that I cannot do this anymore, as you said, a deep weariness. I am almost allergic to predictions (that never seem to come true, not even the rain variety). And I am most allergic to the teaching that it is all a dream/projection, which I hear from a couple of my friends all the time, which is their way to cope. To me it’s irrelevant since we seem to be navigating a “real” 3-D nightmare.
I realize that every old personal and ancestral pattern is highly activated and the mind will not shut up day or night, no matter what meditation or healing technique I am using, it literally seems inflamed.
I feel that all band-aids, illusions, false hopes, wishy washy new age concepts, spiritual heights and hopes, fairy tale ideas of a bright future, a Guru or Savior to rescue us and Ascension hopes have all been washed away.
Our time in the cafe on the edge is over, we’ve had enough chai and latte and enjoyed the view long enough and the plunge over the edge is imminent. We were as children playing in the sandbox, dabbling with spirituality, now we are in the midst of an epic battle it seems between opposing forces within and without. I often feel like Frodo with the Ring, climbing that dark mountain.
I came from Post WW2 Nazi Germany and it feels like the deception that happened there and the people going along with it in such utter blindness is happening worldwide right now and it is just about too much to bear for me. Even most of my spiritual teachers and so many intelligent friends are running to the “saving” vac…. and the new political figure without questioning. What I am talking about has nothing to do with conspiracy at all. How can intelligent human beings be so blind and naive? Maybe it is cognitive dissonance. I guess you either see it or you don’t. I don’t know what makes the difference. So much division in this time of polarization or perhaps a splitting of “realities”.
I want to be optimistic and see the future the way that I wish it to be, a beautiful healed earth, a co-operating, compassionate humanity, caring for the planet and it’s other inhabitants, but I also need to be able to meet fully “what is or what seems to be” right now.
There is a sorrow and sadness that I may not be able to ever see my family in Germany again if I refuse the vac… my elderly mom is being cared for by my sister who luckily is on the same page with me. But still the prospect of not being able to travel is dire.
I will rather leave my body then take this vac…. although I would take it if it was a benevolent substance created to help humanity but I know too much unfortunately, first hand, like a doctor friend who has received death threats because her research shows why this stuff is dangerous and she is not allowed to share that information… if something was benevolent, then why would doctors and scientists that speak against it be killed and threatened? Can people really not reason anymore?
Even Rudolf Steiner predicted a 100 years ago that a substance would be forced on humanity that would sever us from our source connection. Oracle Girl confirms that, saying that this stuff will align us with a different frequency.
That sinking feeling in my stomach of what might be ahead for those of us who resist the dominion… makes me feel nausea… I know there is still some old karmic energy from Nazi Germany, but it is also current… At times I feel helpless and hopeless, then I criticize myself for that because I have such a graceful and easy life on the outer level compared to most people and I feel like a whimp.
Then there is the terror of the drought and another fire season on the way, that is off the charts. If I could I would leave California, but I’m here for better or for worse.
It seems like the only way that I can cope with all of this is by letting go of the world, everything, the good and the bad and that feels like a black empty space. I wish I could just cut the chord all the way. I mean really really let go of all of it. But here I am, not confused but in the fire and the free fall.
I could really get excited about rebuilding a new world, helping others rebuild their new lives, sharing beauty and inspiration, but I just don’t think I have the nerves to deal with the demolition phase: destruction, chaos and dominion. So I may leave this physical realm…. if I do, please know that I so appreciate you and all that you do and are and are holding space for, for your assistance and strength. I am sorry this is so long… writing helps, but writing to someone who can relate helps even more. thank you if you made it this far. And those of you who disagree with all or some of what I shared here, it is fine, I am not interested in any debates, you make up your own mind, but listen to your heart and intuition. I wish I had some better answers for you…. blessings and love Angelika