Do you ever feel these days as if you’re living in a world that feels temporary, like you’re somehow in a holding space, a pause in time?
Or as if you’re in a world in between two realities: the life you have known till now – and a new life that hasn’t quite begun yet?
I’m finding that many of us are in this kind of place. It’s uncomfortable and somewhat anxiety-provoking. We’re aware that the life we’ve lived all our lives is somehow fading and disappearing, but we are not yet living in a new one.
We’re in a type of no-man’s land, in between these two realities…waiting. Something new feels like it’s on the immediate horizon. It feels big, important, but not yet fully known.
And yet, is it our life that is changing – or is it who we are? Probably both. Many of us who know ourselves to be first-wave lightworkers have been rocked by the rapid shifting within our personality selves, as parts of us that used to feel so important and valuable have fallen away, and new aspects of our Soul Essence have begun lighting up inside us. This seems to be a common experience for those passing quickly through the higher levels of the Fourth Dimension, en route to the Fifth.
Something Big is Happening
But, if you’ve been tuning into the collective lately (instead of listening to what the mainstream media may be telling you), it may seem to you there’s also something really different and exciting happening in the world, as well. And it feels big.
Part of this sensation is probably due to the energies of the full moon Monday night – and to the fact that we’ve now entered the “Solstice Gateway Corridor” leading up to the Solstice this Friday. The astrological configurations of this Solstice are promising to be extremely powerful, bringing in waves of fifth-dimensional Freedom like we’ve never known before.
And some of it may be due to certain events which might be happening in the US in the next few weeks, as many internet reports are intimating. Time will tell if they take place.
But meanwhile, if you’re feeling a low-grade sense of anxiety and tentativeness – or, perhaps, irritation and impatience — it may be you’ve entered the strange land of the “World-In-Between”. When you’re in this world, there’s nothing really solid to hold onto anymore, nothing totally dependable. You’re no longer who you’ve always been; but you’re not yet who you will be becoming.
Path of Trust
You may be discovering that the only viable path at this point is one of trust. Not trust in any system you’re part of or in world events. And not trust in what your rational mind might be telling you. But trust in what your Heart is telling you.
Now is when the rubber hits the road, as they say – it’s time to trust all the spiritual teachings you’ve ever read and heard over the years about turning inward to find the truth of who you are – and to be guided by your own inner guidance. It seems that, to settle comfortably and confidently in the In-Between-World while it lasts, this is likely the only approach that can work.
And isn’t this what awakening/ascension is all about anyway? Trusting that Source is within us, and fully discovering that this is so. And trusting that It is guiding us lovingly through the strange and unfamiliar lands of the Fourth Dimension we are currently traversing.
Once you’ve discovered this path of Trust, life becomes a flow of chosen responses to events that occur, rather than habitual, emotional reactions. Your Heart opens, optimism blossoms, and life feels good – no matter how uncertain or unfamiliar it may continue to be.
Your material is always on the pulse and affirmative for what I am experiencing … and many others I am sure. And, as I write on June 28, I particularly resonate with “Path of Trust” you have written as such intense waves of energy are saturating my being at this time … many forms of thought and experiencing moving us along. What a powerful time. Thank you for your Wisdom and Light, Vidya.
This is exactly what I am currently feeling! My most recent move in April (2019)…which was meant to be long-term & permanent…feels extremely UN-settling and temporary (AGAIN). I don’t even feel like I can “settle in”. I am hesitant about making any large purchases (like furniture, etc) because it feels like I am waiting for “who knows what”?! Nothing feels “real” (whatever THAT means anymore). I am constantly going back and forth between the 3rd and 4th dimensions. I am having flashbacks of RE-living my childhood and other past events!! I feel the presence (much stronger than before) of my loved ones that have passed before me. If I hadn’t read this and trust in this process, I’d think I was actually dying!!
Spot on How I feel right now. Thanks for sharing your wisdom and guidance. It is always so Cleary and true to me. ?
I found your blog just now, read this post and cried – how very beautiful of a moment, I thank you!
Spot on for me over the last few months. I’m amazed and feel so validated!