One of the signs of Ascension you may be noticing is how the power of your Inner Critic seems to be fading. You’re realizing that it’s beginning to lose its control over you.
At some point in your life, you undoubtedly became aware of this critical voice within you – either actually as a voice in your head or as a feeling in your gut.
You found that it’s a presence that has always been with you, consistently watching what you’re doing, thinking and saying – and always ready to pass judgment on you.
No matter what you choose to do or think or say, it attempts to create a sense of shame, guilt, self-doubt or fear within you. You never quite get it right. It tells you this is because there’s something inherently wrong or bad about you — and, in order to become a “good person”, you need to keep working hard to improve and perfect yourself.
Trying to Heal the Inner Critic
As a child, you were maybe told this was your “conscience”, something designed to keep you on the “right path”, away from wanting to do something “bad”.
But then, perhaps as an adult, you learned this was just a religious belief certain adults in your life had. So you’ve since attempted to see this Inner Critic voice more realistically – as something not at all beneficial – and you’ve tried to heal it or overcome it in some way.
And yet, you’ve probably realized that no matter what you do, it has never really stopped functioning within you. Perhaps you’ve learned how to better deal with it, how to ignore it and continue on anyway – but all your attempts to rid yourself of it have eventually failed.
An AI Implant
One way to understand why this is so is to realize that the “Inner Critic” is not actually a natural part of you as a multidimensional human Soul.
It is said that it is an AI implant that was attached to the human brain on the etheric level by an ancient race of technologically-advanced beings who came to earth many eons ago with ill intentions toward humanity.
If you study this implant closely, you can see that it emits a predictable and relentless frequency designed to instill fear, weakness and self-doubt in you — much like a programmed technological device might operate.
Whether you understand or accept this idea or not doesn’t really matter. The important thing is to note what is happening during these times with this thing in your consciousness – whatever it is – and to realize how it may be changing.
What you may discover is that, as your frequency continues to rise, this mechanism within you is now struggling in its power to convince you of what it once had no problem convincing you of.
This is because its frequency is too low to continue rising with you into the higher vibrational dimension you’re headed toward.
Now, you may have noticed lately that just the opposite has been happening to you: your inner critic voice or feeling seems to have gotten stronger. You’re very aware of it and it’s troubling you more than ever. If so, it’s important to understand that it is actually pushing back all the harder now, because it is losing power over you.
This situation within you is much like the one that is occurring in the world at this point: The Deep State knows it’s dying, that it is losing power over people.
Too many are waking up now to its deceptions and machinations in its attempts to gain greater control.
So it is pushing back against us all the harder, with its last gasp. The malevolent beings in charge and the institutions and schemes they’ve developed can’t go with us into the higher dimension, and so they are doing their best to wreak as much havoc as possible as they continue to lose control.
Greater Awareness of the Inner Critic
The good news is that you can become all the more aware of your Inner Critic now – how it is constantly watching you, with everything you decide to do, every choice you make, every action and thought.
You can see more clearly how it’s always ready to tell you how you have made the wrong choice, or how you should have done something better or faster, or with greater love – or whatever. Once again, as always, you’ve messed up.
And – you can decide to not listen to it or believe it anymore. You can choose instead to simply observe it, without reacting to it. Or you can just say, “Oh shut up” as you might to an annoying ad on the radio. With this kind of conscious response to it, you will see how its power over you begins diminishing more and more.
An Open, Peaceful Space
In addition, you can become aware of times that may occasionally occur when you realize that that space within your awareness where the inner critic has always resided is now kind of empty. The voice has greatly dimmed, its presence has faded.
At times, when you are deep in meditation, it may even be completely absent. You may see that where it used to be in your awareness, there is now just an open, peaceful space.
And all that is present is YOU, simply deciding what you wish to do, what thoughts to follow, what actions to take – with no negative response to your decisions. Just an allowing of whatever you do or think, because you are an intelligent multidimensional Being who is naturally able and free to make those choices.
There may be learning that takes place in response to whatever occurs when you’ve done or said something. You may realize you’ve made a mistake. But then you just begin to think about how you can correct it. There’s no automatic judgment about what you’ve done and no shame that wells up in you. Just a clear and spacious feeling of freedom, a sense of being in charge of your life. And a deep and peaceful Silence within.
A New Consciousness is Flowing In
When this occurs, be aware that this is the new Consciousness flowing into your Being. It is the 5D frequency that is beginning to establish itself within you.
Most usually, it will not suddenly be the full and ongoing experience you have; your Inner Critic will undoubtedly still attempt to grab you again and again.
But, as time goes on, you will be more aware of its maneuvers. And the more you don’t automatically follow it and believe what it’s telling you, the less powerful it will be. And the more room there will be for the new clear and free presence to move into your consciousness.
This is all part of the Ascension process. The old is being pushed out, dropping away – and the new is flowing in – all at the same time, all mixing together. Certainly confusing and irritating at times.
But hey, it’s just the way this amazing process of transformation called Ascension seems to be taking place!
This is great, Vidya, thank you so much! I’ve been feeling more peaceful and I believe a diminishment of the inner critic’s power must be part of that, which had not occurred to me before.
I love your work, thank you for continuing to give us information and encouragement in your enlightening articles.